A little more than 730days.
Experienced a great deal, learnt a whole lot.
So much pain but i gained a lot more. I had nothing to lose since I had nothing at all.
Or rather, I lost everything I had previously.
A small part of me died when you left.
“Don’t wait to realise you shouldn’t have waited.”
I should have known.
“I don’t want people to matter too much to me. Sometimes it hurts too much to think about them. Ones you love who don’t love you, ones who are dead or hate you. I like people but when I get too close it fucks me up and I can’t get things done.”
For years I kept to this.
This time however, I can’t afford to lose anything, or anyone again.